How am I thinking?!
There are times that no one can understand you better than yourself. Me, as a friend of mine been in this state for a long time. I mean a long time like half a century. I’ve been grown up in a fantastic culture with lots of sh..s and habits that should have been long gone for centuries or if not for at least decades but still they are here bothering me. We live in a society that they call themselves majority muslim and we don’t know anything about Islam. We only know there is a Namaz (a pray) but we even don’t know how to talk like that or how to say the things we really want to say. We have to pray in certain way. We have to pray in a certain language and the list goes on…
I’m here to tell you what if I don’t want to talk like that? Why if I only know GOD and nothing else. Nothing else means nothing else, no mother, no father, no behavior adjustments for the society thedoesn’t really care for my mental health and is ruling it’s own laws by governors that I don’t like.